Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Looking at most of your life piled into suitcases it very odd. It makes me think several things, 1) I have too much. Do I really need all of this? I know I don't yet I am not willing to give it up.
2) I also have realized I don't think I am completely ready to leave this place. I am not sure what I need to do to be ready. I know God is calling me back, but I am not ready, I love it here. It is all about surrendering what I want to what He has planned for me.

It is so odd how I always want what I though I didn't. It's hard to explain, but just a while back I was longing for home and now that home is a week a way I'm not ready to go. I am one complicated woman, but that is how God made me, and He loves me as I am!! What a wonderful thought!

Ok, me sleepy. When I wake up it will be Thursday (well, technically it is) and I will be home in a week. There is some excitement about going home, don't get me wrong, I am ready to be warm again, and see people again. It will be weird being in America again, this place is so much different. America, here I come!!

2 Comments:

At June 17, 2005 9:01 PM, Blogger Kristin said...

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At June 17, 2005 9:02 PM, Blogger Kristin said...

Carrie - we love you no matter where you live and serve the Lord. But we are also very glad you are coming back to US in the U.S.!! Of course, now you will be the one who is hours behind me instead of vice-versa - at least he difference will only be three hours! It was nice to catch up the other day. Keep smiling - everything you "need" will fit in whatever suitcases you end up with my friend! Love ya!

 

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