Not handling disorder and unknowns very well right now.
Errgggg!!! I thought I was ok, but all the sudden I looked around our living room at the mess and it made me want to clean like crazy. I have been known to go into OCD cleaning mode before. Then I was thinking about what I know of next year-- basically nothing. I feel on the inside not knowing is like the mess of our living room. I know what ever He wants will happen, but can't I find out what that is?
For those of you who don't know what I am ranting about- I have applied to come back for another year, but there are many unknowns. We don't know what the team will be like, where we will be. So I don't know where I will live, or who I will work with. We need to let people know about this flat, and I can't tell them anything until they know about the team. That may mean losing an amazing flat.
It is all in His hands. Father, I hand this over to you. Don't let me worry, I know it doesn't add a day to my life.
In other news- I was so excited today when I finished my workout video with no problems at all. I had done this a couple times, and found it difficult to keep up, but today no problems!! So excited!
I should go to sleep, things are always worse after midnight.
posted by Carrie @ 4:24 PM
1 Comments:
Way to let go and don't be like me where I let go for a short while and then grab back on to it. Has the Lord not provided in perfect timing this past year!!!
I snagged a copy of your celtic cross picture - thought it was pretty neat.
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