Vacation is over, it has been for a couple of days I have been easing back into work. No more staying up way too late and sleeping in. I managed to watch all of the OC, that is sad.
I have had a couple really amazing conversation with people on IM. Where we were really able to understand each other and connect. We have prayed together and support each other. It is great being able to stay connected even being so far away. I love you all so much and miss you.
I have realized that I have become pretty settled with my relationship with the Lord and have been okay with that. I haven't been trying hard to connect with Him each day. I read a bit of the Bible and pray some, but I haven't been passionate about it. I haven't been pursuing Him. I have known this is how it is, and haven't wanted to do anything about it.
That isn't how I want to be. I want to be so excited when I open the Bible. I want to constantly be learning more about God. I want to be on fire for Him. I want people to see Him in me. I started reading Sacred Romance by John Eldridge. I want that book to touch my heart and help the fire burn brighter.
I want to be sold out for Jesus, so in love with Him that He is all that I need.
Father, forgive me for my content ness. Let me never be content where I am, but always striving to know you more and become more like you. Give me a thirst for your word. Bless me and fall upon me new each day. Let 2005 be the best year I have ever had. Guide me on the path you have laid out before me. Protect me as I face trials and your enemy. Give me strength to endure and fight the fight. In Your name I pray this.
posted by Carrie @ 4:16 PM
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