Thursday, July 15, 2004

From Colorado
 
I am in Colorado for a week.  All the team leaders who are leading STINT teams from the US are here.  That is about 100 of us.  We are leading teams throughout the world.  It is really amazing to think about it.  No one else in toe world but us are lading teams for Crusade like this.  How awesome.
 
I am struggling with a few things.  I am letting feeling of inadequacy settle in.  Thoughts that I am not good enough, why did they choose me?  I can't do it, the support won't come in, all those lies.  And I know that is what they are, but from time to time those thoughts still flood my mind .  Please pray for me there.  I know that HE chose me for this and I have a vision for the Scottish people.  I want to serve HIM there.  I need to not let my humanness get in the way.
 
This is going to be a full week, learning how to lead our team.  We will get to have a little bit of fun and go white water rafting one day!! I am excited about that.
 
I got a few hours of hit and miss sleep on the plane and in the airport this morning and then a full 2 hours once I arrived in Fort Collins.  I am a sleepy girl so off to bed for me.

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